Sunday, May 1, 2005

I need help quiting!

Today i have to quit my job...i work for a girl who is younger then i am and shes really nice. The job however, is not all at. I hate it; its peice work and commission...and no paid training. In short, I cannot afford this job and this job cannot afford me. And yet i feel SOOOOOO bad for quiting. Ive been trying to muster up the courage to quit on this girl, and for some reason i cant!!!!!WHY!? I hate this job...but i can't bring myself to quit. I think its cause this girl needs me to further her business, and me quitting will kinda be screwing her over. But then again, i worked 15 hours for free essentially cause she doesnt pay for certain things..I feel bad...but HAVE to do it... here it goes... ahhhh

Life after work

So yeah, I quit that shitty job! I felt as tho my time was wasted, and yet, I'm sitting here alone, bored and not making money. It makes me wish I had some unimaginable talent... and could milk it to make money.I'm actually listening to Mariah's new single "we Belong Together", which is weird cause I'm not really a fan of her music. I guess it comes down to talent; after watching episode after episode of that talentless crap on American Idol, its nice to hear someone who can sing flawlessly without strugelling. I wish i was that good, then i'd go on Canadian Idol, sing 3 notes, then tell everyone they all suck. Sadly I sound more like Lindsey Lohan = bad.Everyone my age hates the summer job process, every summer you have to look for something new...and then likely settle for part-time at minimum wage. I am soo frustrated that I came this close (___) to joining the army reserves! Not the American, but Canadian... That dream was crushed when I realized I couldnt do 9 push ups (not the "female way") So heres my plan for next year... in order of importance- I swear I'm going to learn how to make web pages.... thats my ticket to money (always jobs for students in web design)- I'm going to get a minimum wage job in the US, then exchange it for canadian currency when the US dollar is high- Join the Reserves, then have a job all year and summer at great pay (this requires me to work out alot more)- develop a singing talent and get some of my dads friends in the business to hook me up with a crazy, world-wind, hot image music careerI'm going to post MORE (any) pics once I find my camera... i still havent really unpacked yet